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Ahasiw's
"Children Shining on the Moon"

Wihtiko lives in the North
Wihtiko lives in the Wind
Wihtiko's gift is the Wind

Wihtiko's voice howls and cuts
Wihtiko kills the father's eyes
Wihtiko slices the mother's tongue

And children whirl like lost chicks
like when the grouse hen is dead and eaten

the wind blows hard and cold
Wihtiko screams and tears up the land
Everyone is scattered and blown by the force of it

Flying crystals of ice glittering
The cold white softness of snow
Screaming, still screaming across the black sky

The moon watches, glowing like steel,
Quiet and smooth.

and the snowdrifts pile up in the alleys
where the children got blown
with the dirt and the garbage
trying to hide from the screaming.

It doesn't stop.

Their beautiful brown skin melts the snow,
softens the cold hard glaze on the old men's eyes.
and the car door closes.
Slamming out the moon.

Kids turn hard when they learn
to suck cock for cash,
hard and soft at the same time.
Their gentle glow masked by knives in their cash,
hard and soft at the same time.
Their gentle glow masked by knives in their eyes

"Fucker tried to rip me off,
rip off my sister and my brother,
so I cut him up.
I think he shit himself.
You should have seen all the blood,
he was fucking spraying it all over."

Tough kids laugh at cruelty.
Then they look up into the cold black sky,
They see the moon sewn into the grandmothers'
web of stars, and hear its song.
Then they shake and cry hot swollen tears that won't stop,
until the needle goes in.

The boys are eager and hungry
They stand close to each other

Their trap lines on the dark streets
uncoiled and faded away.
Time to poke up, swim in the heat of the blood,
the needle finds a vein and blooms
hot and red in its barrel

Hungry eyes, eager eyes,
the soft brown skin stretched tight like a drum,
and their breath is shaking, shaking.

He pulls it out and just as fast, faster
pokes his friend, his brother, his lover
and they poke each other circling,
and flying together, harder and faster,
expanding inside their trembling bodies
and filling the world

and each poke is a stab
that slices them off
killing each other

like shadows, the final prints of their bodies in the whiteness,
where they lay melting the snow
where they were thrown,
where they lay down softly, in slow motion.

and their heat rises from deep inside their ass,
deep where the spine is anchored,
the place where the soul doesn't know itself.

Watch that process now
because you can
because your anchor is not torn out
and hanging by a bloody shred.

Watch the shadows grow to cover their eyes
spreading softly across their burning skin.
Watch their flesh dissolve
until your tears blind you
and your crying throat threatens to choke off the air.

Wihtiko screams with laughter and tears up the world
Wihtiko's gift is the wind
It lifts the boys out and away
rising through the black sky
and condenses them softly into the furious brilliance of the moon.

Safe and luminous,
they finally shine.
That peaceful, cold shining
that throbs and resonates
Singing in our hearts
because that light is made of the souls
of all the dead children.

Their song is sewn gently and with care
into the grandmothers' web of stars.

For us, Wihtiko can only scream with laughter
Watching us pinned down and wiggling
scorched by the burden of our nightmares.

Wihtiko lives in the North
Wihtiko lives in the Wind
Wihtiko's gift is the wind Wihtiko's voice howls and cuts
Wihtiko screams and tears up the land
Everyone is scattered and blown
by the force of it.
Screaming, still screaming across the black sky,

The moon watches,
Glowing like steel, quiet and smooth.

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